When I was five I didn't suck my thumb but everyone else did, so I did. When I was ten I didn't have an imaginery friend but everyone else did so I got one. When I was thirteen, I didn't have a boyfriend but everyone else did..... and I decided, 'Fuck it.'

I'm eighteen and still single. My friends have tried to set me up and I usually look at them and laugh. I've survived five years without a guy, why the hell would I want one now? I've got enough stress with school and life, why add on more?

Truth be told, sometimes I don't know exactly what I want. I'm not going to lie. Sometimes I get weak and feel like I need the relationship that television advertises on its screen but other times I KNOW that I want more than that and I want the power it comes with. If I do choose to have a relationship, it will be of my own decision not to prove anything to anyone. [I've had people think I'm a lesbian cause I was seventeen and never had a boyfriend]

If I get rejected, I'm going to wait until I grow more and apply again. The reason I want to join the site is because I want it to be a constant reminder to not give up and stay true to myself.

Country: Jamaica

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