Koel
I have never crippled myself with a less than satiated need to fulfill
my dreams or desires. I have always given every wish of mine a chance
...and have never given up on anything I have set out to achieve. I
haven't had any bad relationship because I see no reason to associate
myself with a man with whom I don't identify or agree with from the
start. For me, an intellectual balance is the most important thing in
order to make a relationship work out. I respect well-read people who
are exploring different avenues in their lives because those are the
ones who challenge their senses and sensibilities in the right way.
Everything--every little bit of my life has been driven by intensity and
passion. I don't sweet talk to get my way. Whatever I claim to be my own
has been achieved with working my ass off and not compromising on my
values. If standing up to what I think is right and not bending
uselessly to a person or a relationship makes me a bitch, then I am one.
I have run away from my house in pursuit of my dream of becoming a
dancer because my parents did not understand or support my career
choice. In a country like India, it's bloody tough for a single girl to
live alone and experience no instances of sexual abuse. I don't complain
or have self pity and upon realizing the needs of society, I armed
myself with self-defense tactics because no one can take care of myself
as well as I can. I revel in my taut and strong body and am proud of my
capability to face up to and kind of physical superiority come what may.
I have done justice to all my hobbies and interests and toiled
considerably all my teenage life to pay off my tuition.
I refrain from complaining about my life, because it's great to fight
against a new opponent everyday and win often, other times happy that
you put up a good show. Every choice and decision in my life has been
made absorbing my intelligence, so I leave no scope for regrets.
I'm a heartless enemy too. Nothing in life should be suppressed, love or
hatred...and I live my life with ample doses of these twin emotions. I
detest weakness, inability, relentless and aimless bitching, and people
who give up. Taking anything lying down is not my practice, and I bitch
about people who are victims of it. I bitch about stupidity and
dimwittedness. I bitch about people who take too long to get a clue, and
unintelligent caged minds piss me off. These confused and useless men
and women do help to make myself stronger because they get me one step
closer to my aim of what not to be.
Yes! I want to read more from Real Life Heartless Bitches
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