I'm a Heartless Bitch because I'm tired. Tired of acting as a therapist
without getting paid. Tired of listening to shit I've heard a million
times from different people all talking through the same asshole about
the same flatulent crap. Tired of having to act non-threatening to men
and and self-effacing to women so they'll give you a chance to say
something without dealing with their "issues." Tired of having to endure
and not voicing my honest opinion because people immediately assume that
if you don't have the same opinions you're either attacking them,
judging them, or just plain fucking with them. Tired of being tolerant
and mature in a world of intolerate and immature people. Tired of people
who think things outside their experience are weird, stupid or just
plain don't exist. Tired of having to defend my gender, race,
orientation, occupation, hobbies, beliefs, and wardrobe to people who've
decided I must be the assigned diplomatic ambassador of these things
because, well, gee, I'm only here to alleviate their ignorance and make
them feel good because they are the piece of shit the world revolves
around, right? Tired of having to explain anything and everything
because people are too lazy to think for themselves. Tired of being so
generous with the term "people." I have a lot more to say, but I'm
tired. And when I'm tired, I get emotional real easy. Sometimes I get
really sad, sometimes I get really angry, but right now I'm just fed up
in an all encompassing way. I'm not bitter. I'm not even pissed. I love
the glorious concept of the nobility of humankind, I just hate having
the reality of constant and unremitting human failing shoved in my face
every moment of the day. I'm just really tired.
My ansaphone currently says: "Do you have the following symptoms? A
tendency to wallow in self-pity? An inability to pay attention to the
world around you? Think your problems are SO important that EVERYONE
cares? Or simply an overall morbid self absorption? If you do, then you
are most probably a victim of faulty parenting. Please go kill them and
then yourself. Thank you.
Please use your hostile emotions constructively. Why waste precious
energy when you could write a book, save the world or beat up that guy
with the misspelled sign standing in front of the abortion clinic?
Yes! I want to read more from Real Life Heartless Bitches
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