Sharon
Diary of a Heartless Bitch
By "Twiggie"
I ride a motorcycle as my main mode of transportation. I picked it out myself, went to the dealership myself, arranged the financing for it with my bank by myself. It is mine bought and paid for, by myself. My ass is in the wind...so is my spirit...and I am always up for an adventure.
I own a house, picked out by myself, arranged the financing by myself, choose the colors to paint the walls and I live in it happily by myself.
If it tears up I fix it, if it needs maintenance, I maintain it, when it needs cutting, I cut it. If I can't, I find some talented man who can and pay him to do it for me.
Men are a good thing. If a girl has a good one in her life, that's wonderful for her as long as she lives life mostly on her terms. I recently broke up with a guy for two reasons:
First, when I sat on his toilet my ass stuck to it,
Second: he was telling the secretary at his job that we were serious after dating a month. He should have consulted me about that.
Two years ago a guy broke up with me by simply never taking my calls. I didn't cry in front of him, leave numerous messages on his phone. I didn't go to his house, wouldn't demean myself that way. I did ask him why he didn't want to see me but he never did tell me. For me it wasn't over, no breakup fight...nothing. It hurt really bad for a long, long time. I vowed then never to do that to anyone because I just couldn't look at myself in the mirror if I did something so despicable.
So when I decided not to see Toilet Seat Guy any more, I did tell him, by email, Heartless.
I had no interest in listening to him cry, Heartless. Left me teary messages and sent me emails. Didn't effect me, Heartless. I told him it was over, why beg? I am a Heartless Bitch.
Because he loves me. I didn't ask him for that. Heartless because I didn't love him back. I was real upfront about how I felt. I do miss him in one respect though, because the sex was really good. I just used him for sex, that was true, Heartless. I miss sex but I have a Doc. Johnson's clit stimulator. Sometimes that is less effort than a clinging, controlling mad man even though he does possess the "Real thing."
Life is sometimes about taking shit. You have to know when to take shit and when to tell someone to kiss your ass. Someone who states they never takes any shit doesn't have a job, or grown kids in their life or friends, and is a liar.
But for the most part, I take no shit.
I am Heartless because I want to live the rest of my life the way I want to live it, not the way someone else wants to live their life. Don't expect me to fall right in step because I am a woman.
I am a Heartless Bitch because I didn't buy a Harley motorcycle but bought what I want to ride.
I am a Heartless Bitch because I won't cook and clean for any man, unless I want to.
I am a Heartless Bitch because I won't spread my legs just because some young guy going to Afghanistan wanted to do an woman, any woman before he left. He wanted to do an older woman a "favor." See Doc Johnson.
I am a Heartless Bitch because I won't give any man access to my bank account, not ever, not if I was married to him fifty years.
I am a Heartless Bitch because I have maintained a good relationship with my ex-husband and will continue to have the odd meal or holiday dinner with him no matter how jealous you get. Kiss off He has been a decent friend for thirty years.
I am a Heartless Bitch because I refused to send my oldest son $1000 so he could get divorced. I had already sent him $1000 before so he could get divorced. Then he moved back in with the psycho Bitch.
I am educated, have a good profession and am proud of who I am.
No person on earth is more important to me than maintaining my dignity, autonomy and self-reliance.
Country: United States
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