Anna
I used to think "a Bitch" is a pain-in-the-ass woman who dresses
slutty and get themselves laid down by men all the time. Now I think a Bitch is
simply a tough girl, and I wonder if I might be one.
My motto in life is W.E. Henley's quote: "I am the master of my fate, I am
the captain of my soul". I don't let anyone change myself in any ways,
especially dumb myself down to get a guy. I've always been a bit of a
know-it-all student, and strangely, I'm so proud of it! I refuse to compromise
to the "girls are soft, sweet, and feminine" view. Sure I have my romantic side,
but it's more to the practical. Instead of buying pink Valentine cards with "I
think of you every minute", I usually create a painting, make an origami, or
cook food for my special ones. I always believe deeds do more than words, and
that love is a verb.
All the cheesy stuff girly girls do make me want to puke. I see a lot of
them trying to look cute and helpless and "oh-so-princess-like" in front of
guys. They act extremely shy around guys, which I don't understand because I
never have any difficulties striking up a conversation with the opposite sex, be
it the younger or older ones. That way I make more friends with boys than girls
(girls who become my close friends are "Bitches" too). They confide in me,
telling me stories they never tell to any other girls, even their girlfriends. I
consider myself lucky here: I get to know what the boys are thinking!
My mum taught me to be a "Bitch" (a.k.a. a tough girl), and she's also a
Bitch by this definition too. She always tells me not to care too much, and to
keep my own life and identity. Life has taught me this as well. I like to be a
chameleon of fashion: I can dress very feminine and formal one minute, and then
be a hip-hop star dancing all the way down the street.
I indulge myself in classic literature, philosophy, deep thoughts,
astronomy, sarcasm, dark humour, and Star Wars. Oh and I hate Valentine's Day.
And I don't have pink in my wardrobe.
Being tough, being different, is not only my pleasure. It's somewhat a
requirement. I'm studying medicine, and if one day I become a medical doctor,
I've got to make difficult decisions and facing a lot of blood and sometimes
maybe I have to watch people die. I really must be a Heartless Bitch.
Country: Indonesia
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