Sandra
Dear Bitch,
First of all, I apologize for the grammar mistakes I may make, English is
not my main language. Reelie, Ime zo sorie. This said, here's why I consider
myself as a Heartless Bitch.
At 21 years old I'm finally at peace with myself, 'men' and all the 'love
getting' shit and 'I don't want to be alone!'. But it took me 3 years with
a violent and twisted fuck asshole and a punch in the face to find the courage
to leave this dickhead and tell myself : I don't need men, I need to fucking
love myself first and loving being alone. Stop whining about my shitty past, be
strong and go get what I want and deserve.
I've always been a determined person but I was sexless, worse, I was a
Female Eunuch as Germaine Greer says. I was the nice blonde in the corner
begging for love and accepting everything for it. I wasn't always conscious
about it, being raised, or not raised, in all the stereotypical
shit including a codependent mother. But anyways, my relationship to the
world was towards others, to live for them, not only men, but friends and
family. And finally, after years of screwing and torching morons and giving my
heart to everybody, I decided to take it all back, read my eyes out of my balls,
learn as much as I can, travel, live!
I've always been a smart and passionate girl, especially about music, but I
quit all that for a turd who wasn't even what I would now call a man. No, men
are not the root of evil, nor are women, it's years and centuries of
brainwashing and subconscious role model-inducing bullshit that made us who
we are. The choice? To be a pretty barbie doll with her nice ken or to be a
Heartless Bitch!
I choose Heartless Bitch. Be witty, Bitchy, strong, snob, smart,
moddy, whatever, be a real fucking human being not someone defining herself by
others. Others don't give a shit about you, why should you??!! So that's why I'm
going back to studies, in history with a minor in philosophy. I'm a
musician, and a graduate in arts. I speak 4 languages, good
looking enough to break many hearts and I love my sense of humour. And I'm only
21. I'm really proud of who I am now, I got out of a depression and told myself
I would never ever degrade my brain, body and soul again. Especially not for a
man, especially not for a turd.
Now, with my hair à-la-Marilyn, I walk in the streets of Montreal
singing L7's: "People like you just fuel my fire" 'My mission? Fighting human
stupidity! I want to write more, I have a lot to say and share. I discovered
that being a Bitch is not a bag thing, being a Bitch is a strength!
May the Bitch live forever,
Sandra, in the land of the Mighty Moose.
Country: Canada
Yes! I want to read more from Real Life Heartless Bitches
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