Patricia
I feel I can be called a Heartless Bitch because:
I am 62 years old, have been married four times, widowed once.
I was married when I was 14 years old had three kids by the time I was
17. All of my kids(?) are pushing 50 and they still want to whine and cry
about how I did things when I was 16. A lot of bad things have happened to
us, some I could do things about, some not. I took positive action when I
could. I am not excusing my lack of understanding in life. It came
as it should have, as I grew.
They all have children and they have ALL done things in their lives that I
would never have dreamed of with my children, up to and including, sex, drugs,
and rock and roll. I have chased after their love and affection all of my
life, taken verbal and physical abuse, being manipulated, stolen from, lied to,
lied about, and in general, being made to feel as if I were the one with all of
the problems.
Two years ago, I was told I had 3-6 months to live, thankfully, for me at
least, the doctor was wrong, but something happened to me inside. I was no
longer Johnny on the spot for cleaning, babysitting, loaning money that didn't
have to be paid back and confronting them on situations that caused ME
pain. I am not mean to them, I just want back what is mine, and because of
standing up for myself, not believing everything that is told to me, making
decisions for myself, but mostly I think, for being able to say no to a lying
man or member of my family, I am a Bitch.
I was given a key chain that says" I am NOT a Bitch, I am THE Bitch.
Now that I know what the letters stand for I am no longer hurt by that key chain, but proud of it. I actually use it today. I don't know how long I
have left in this world but whether I am accepted by your group or not, I am
going to do my best to be the best BITCH that ever walked. Thank you for
your consideration.
PJ
Country: United States
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