Pavao
I'm a Heartless Bitch because I choose to think for myself. I
come from a strict cultural background where I am expected to always be this
smiling, prim and proper lady, always so helpful even though I am the guest at
somebody else's home. I ended up making dinner by myself in their home,
set the table, and served it to them. I'm no cook, I'll tell you
that. It was just "expected" of me since I was a "bride in
training." I didn't even friggin' like their beanpole of a son. I
don't care what he majored in!
I don't play games. I know when a guy is trying to move in on me and
I know how to put out his flames quick. Family and friends said I was too
mean and I'd never get a guy. Please! I'm just helping them move
on! And eventually the right guy did come along, and I'm still with
him. I just feel sorry for the guys chasing after the girls who are too
nice to let them know they're wasting their time.
I am currently still just working and hoping to go to school but
unfortunately am unable to, due to a financially dependant blood-relative who's
been fired from five jobs in a row and blames the world for her unemployment
(including pinning the blame on me, like I was anywhere near her workplace,
sheesh who puts a roof over her head?!). I think she may be a perfect
candidate for the stepford wife position, except she is very lacking in
housekeeping (my boyfriend is afraid to come over anymore for fear of bloody
panties on the floor) but she is very diligent in her usage of beauty
products and "I hate everyone" online journal entries.
I don't have a problem with the way people look on the outside. I
think it's funny that people try to say that it's what's on the inside that
counts and then they say they can't stand to see people wearing whatever they
choose to wear.
I am proud to say that I am independent and supporting myself and the said
relative. I have not given up on my life. I am a Heartless Bitch
because I believe that some people just need to be allowed to make mistakes, or
told "you can't have whatever you want," or allowed to get hurt, to learn.
Even then it's still not easy. In some cases it's a repeat mistake and
they never learn. Somebody's gotta do the right thing and tell them the
truth. Nobody wants to be the bad guy but to me, I can't stand it.
It must be done right!
Country: United States
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