Michaela
I'm a Heartless Bitch because I rant, don't care where I am, don't care if the table next to me rolls their eyes and wishes I would shut up, I don't even care that the message isn't getting through to my friends family or someone who thought they made a harmless comment only to piss me off. I MUST RANT BECAUSE THERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT MUST BE SAID! I feel I'm surrounded by people that do not understand why I get so pissed off, "you're saying this doesn't bother you??!" I say with a confused expression, and the usual reply I get is, "Why are you making a big deal over this?"
I can't help it! I break into speeches whenever I get fed up (and I'm not talking about stubbing a toe and then moaning for three hours about it) I rant about things that are accepted by people when they shouldn't be - like porn, sexual harassment on the street ("hey baby" FUCK OFF), the idea you need a boyfriend to be whole, sexist media everywhere I turn, unrealistic expectations on beauty etc . Once my friend asked if I buy heat magazines or "girly mags" because she says she never sees me with one, I said "No. I don't. Because they ALL basically say the same thing - you're fat, ugly and your clothes and hair are crap but follow our advice so that you can bag a man!!!" I said I want to read and be HAPPY while I doing so, and not pinch my love handles afterwards and feel disgusted about it. Little things like this that annoy me because I refuse to accept them as normalities. Dumb questions also piss me off...
"So when do you want to have kids?/how many/what age?/what will you name them?" .......what? I'M 18! Why would I even think about that now? And to answer that question: NEVER. I don't want children, my goal in life is not be a MUM. If you want to spawn brats that's your decision, not mine.
"So you have a boyfriend?" very important that I do because I'm not a whole person if I don't, and if I say no, I get, "awww......that's o.k you'll find some one soon". Why is saying "no" met with such pity? Is it possible I'm happy and content with being on my own or is that too much to comprehend?
"Why don't you smile sweetheart?" comment from random guy on the street, I have had "cheer up" comments before from strangers. WHY THE FUCKITY FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO SMILE ALL DAY? For you? pft! believe it or not we have other things to think about besides "lookin all perdy and nice for you fellas"
I don't tolerate crap, no one should tolerate it , but girls that I know do and what I'm saying is YOU DON'T HAVE TO. If I have to be a Heartless Bitch and break into song and dance and rant all day to get the message across GOD DAMN IT I WILL!
Country: United Kingdom
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