Kerstin
Why I am a Heartless Bitch?
Well, I am often _referred_ to or called a Heartless Bitch. Or even more
often: a supposedly man-hating Heartless Bitch. How very strange, that only
those people label me with such expressions, that have either approached me
without the slightest hint of style or intellect and have been rejected; or
those whom I denied my attention because of their lack of intelligence, wit and
personality. Sure, and of course I'll spread, just to "prove" that I am not a
man-hater, but a nice compliant female, or simply agree in order not to make
those sorry sisters feel better about their being trapped in a bad relationship,
of course... Thanks, coming from these people, I take it as a compliment and use
capital letters.
What makes me (or to be honest is in the process of making me) a
Heartless Bitch, is my striving for honesty and openness. I would prefer to be
able to delete "striving", but after not only having been raised to be a
presumptuous "princess" for 20 years, but also trying to live up to the role for
another 6 years, I am still developing my true Bitch within to re-educate my
Princess parts.
I am four months out of my personal boot-camp, a 1.5 year abusive
relationship. No, I don't mean to wah-wah-whine, - it was rather my personal
wah-wah wake-up call. Though I am indeed hurt, still a bit bitter, - I am
starting to also feel thankful for the experience, that has not only given me
the chance to understand myself better and thus pave the way for change, but
that has, in the long run, made me stronger than I was before.
Country: Germany
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