Janis
I'm finally at a point in my life where I can start doing things I've always wanted to do. After my husband died, I bought my dream cabin up on the top of a mountain and it hasn't been easy up here alone but I'm now stronger than I've ever been. I own more tools and know how to use them better than most men I know.
I've EXPERIENCED LIFE more in the last 3 years than my entire life. I have no need for TV - I'm too busy looking out the window, watching the forest or the sky. We have experienced the worst fire and the most rain in California's history and I am proud to be able to say that I was right in the middle of it all. It was terrifying but I did it on my own, evacuating my home and my pets while a huge wildfire threatened to destroy everything I owned. During the worst storm in our history I dug trenches for 4 days to keep my cabin from sliding down the hillside.
At times I have been so afraid that my knees were actually knocking. But the brown bear that came by last year and took a nap on my deck made it all worthwhile. It's such a kick up here. People say I'm nuts but they have no idea what it's like to take a nap out on the porch swing to the sound of the creek. I can sleep with the windows open, something I was never able to do down in the city. I appreciate things more now than ever.
I don't need a man to make me happy - I love my life. Someday I hope to find a partner again but I will never settle for a man who doesn't accept me for who I am, loving me for me. I absolutely will not be controlled and have no need for men with motives. If I can't find someone genuine, I'd rather live alone.
Country: United States of America
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