Anne
Well I came to the conclusion that if all my life I worried about
what others had to say about me, the way I look or the things I do, I would
never do anything and would just be another face in the crowd...I would be too
afraid to do as I please and would be shackled rather than have the freedom I
have now.
Society has been around way too long for anyone to be original, so I'll
just be ME and live the chances that I have now. I'm somewhat of an
existentialist - I don't follow social laws or convention, but just
participate positively in my own morality. But an existentialist would suffer
from loneliness and anguish (as my English teacher would say), and I don't
suffer from that, so I guess that's what makes me just somewhat of an
existentialist.
I realize that in order to help someone you must help yourself first, and
love yourself for who you are! If everyone thinks that, then there's no one in
this world that needs help (from emotional trauma at least). Would it be like a
"happily ever after"? But there's no such "if"...
As someone have quoted "smiling is an inspiration, if you smile then others
would smile along with you", so maybe if I love myself and do what I believe,
perchance others will be inspired to do so too. But I don't go ramping my
billboard up anyone's ass to do what I believe, like protesters that don't want
to work the extra mile because of its inconvenience, so they go fucking whine to
get what they want.
If my friends need an ear to listen, I'm there. But if it's a self-pity
party, then they'll be celebrating it by themselves. Instead of wasting time
pitying themselves, they could go make their lives better.
And NO ONE ( or at least no one in their right mind) wants to take ANY
kind of crap, and so the same goes for me. Therefore I don't hang around taking
crap from ANYONE, but if my mom nags at me then I guess I'll pretend she's
singing because no matter what I say, she'll still think I'm her "little" girl
(heh?).
I treat everyone equally and strive for the same treatment and if I don't
get it, then I don't hang around simple as that.
Country: Canada
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